Welcome to Spidikor.com!
This is a hub for all my research into neuropsychopharmacology, which consists of my notes on scientific papers, as well as my own original writing and novel findings. Also, try chatting with SpidikorLM, an AI model that answers using my extensive portfolio of pharmacological information and publications! Feel free to take a look around!
10/5/26 UPDATE! I’ve recently added new sections and subsections to the main Spidikor’s Web folder! Check them out! The website has been updated too. Working on some cool stuff for October 2026… Stay tuned for Weavings, finally! Watch for more updates within the next week or so!
Here is my public Google Drive research archive:
Spidikor’s Web
This is where you will find neatly organized folders containing all of my published notes (typed by hand), as well as unpublished notes, current ongoing projects, and hundreds of comprehensive monographs outlining how molecular protein interactions cascade up the scale of emergence into observable psychoactive effects! Thousands of studies are cited and linked! Sounds overwhelming? Ask SpidikorLM about what you’re looking for!
Currently, the best way to contact me is via my email: Spidikor@Spidikor.com
I reply to every email! It may, however, take a few days to receive my response, as I am constantly extremely busy with the incredibly tedious balancing act involving a 40h workweek and various other hobbies and interests. :P
SpidikorLM is the large language model trained to answer from my personal, ever-expanding neuropsychopharmacology portfolio, comprised of my notes and personal writings (or “Weavings”), as well as a deep, dense web of comprehensive monographs covering the most up-to-date scientific evidence on topics ranging from molecular pharmacology to psychiatric medication to neuroanatomy to neurodiversity. I recently began using GPT-6 Astra & GPT-6.1 Sol, and have used them to create highly technically accurate scientific reports which have even picked up on errors in the studies that they read. It’s cool. You should explore! It’s in the Spidikor’s Web folder, just check out the folder called 2. Spidikor’s GPT-6 Astra Research Some older ones were made with the help of the Gemini 3.1 Pro Deep Research tool, and are available in the folder Spidikor’s Web\3. Spidikor's Gemini Creations. However, as of Sept 4th 2026, I’ve moved completely over to GPT-6 Astra, GPT-6 Sol, and GPT-6 Luna to create a new style of pharmacology monograph. I think you’ll like them, and at times, it will even point out methodological inconsistencies in the studies it reads. Only the older Gemini research is presently included in SpidikorLM, but this may change as I move things over. I have an audit ongoing of factual errors and such in the Gemini notes, via the powerful and highly accurate GPT-6 models.
Try asking SpidikorLM how NSI-189 or 9-MeBC can cause to new neurons form, help regenerate damaged brains, and can even make healthy hippocampi grow!
Or how certain brain lesions or neurodegenerative disorders can paradoxically enhance cognition. Certain strokes can cause sudden art skills to develop, and others can even make people with severe addictions lose any interest in their substance of choice! Sound interesting? Ask SpidikorLM about it! I do recommend clearing the chat frequently, as the Gemini Flash model that it uses starts increasingly getting things wrong and hallucinating the longer a chat goes on. This is suboptimal, I know, but Gemini Notebook is much more cost-effective than creating a self-hosted model or using an API key from another AI platform, so SpidikorLM remains Gemini-only for now. I am looking into alternatives; if you know of one that’s <$20/mo, email me at Spidikor@Spidikor.com!
My projects move fast and I have many ongoing at any given time. I spend more time on research than updating this website, and as such, it may be out-of-date. This website was last updated on (and is current as of) 10/5/26.
Personal Note:
I have discontinued engagement with the Discord server I previously owned. The server is now in the care of my delegated team. I trust them to carry on the spirit of the project. I will not be reachable on Discord for the foreseeable future. I had an intense, irritable mixed/manic episode in late June and early July 2026, and that is when I fully left Discord. I am doing much better at the time of writing (10/5/26)! This is largely thanks to therapy, psychiatric medication, stack adjustments, and not being as public a figure as before.
Some more about me:
Greetings! I am Spidikor.
I am an independent autodidactic neuropsychopharmacology researcher who has been teaching myself this material for a decade. I am interested in this topic at every level of magnification: I analyze the molecular dynamics of ion channels and receptors, their downstream intracellular signaling pathways, the structure and regional differences in function of neuroanatomy, and the macro-scale psychological and behavioral changes that result from manipulating these pathways. My goal is to elucidate the mechanisms that link these distinct layers of emergence.
A perfect example of this is my "canon event" Reddit post, in which I brought to light the finding that the mechanism of action of the neurogenic compound NSI-189 (aka Amdiglurax) is not, in fact, “unknown,” as almost every other source claims. It is an agonist of the nuclear receptor TLX (aka NR2E1), as confirmed by early patent literature. Agonism at this receptor activates neural stem cells to grow and proliferate. My discovery explained the functional neurogenic effects of NSI-189 by revealing its receptor target; the master regulator of neural stem cells, TLX. My discovery was the result of extensive reading, researching, and mechanistic cross-referencing. These notes on NSI-189 and TLX serve as a representative example of the copious amount of passion I put into the work showcased on this site. Those notes stand out as a proud achievement of mine.
As previously mentioned, I operate completely independently and without funding. I am not affiliated with any organization or academic institution, and have received no formal education on this subject. Rather, my research is self-directed and self-taught over the course of 10y. I am fueled by passion and driven by my insatiable curiosity. I have a strong desire to collect and share the information I learn, help people using said knowledge, and make friends along the way. If you are curious about my research, have a question, or just want to chat, feel free to email me at Spidikor@Spidikor.com! I accept almost all friend requests, given they aren’t bots, and I’m always willing to help people out with personalized suggestions and detailed explanations, free of charge! And yes, that means you!
A bit more about me:
I have ADHD, Autism, Bipolar I, OCPD… the list goes on, but those are the most relevant to my showcased work. I feel that these overlapping phenotypes have strongly contributed to the shape of my work, and the fact I do any of this to begin with. After all, what neurotypical person decides to spend a decade teaching themself an extremely abstract topic like neuropsychopharmacology?
I am non-binary and use they/them pronouns. I have never felt any meaningful attachment to an internal gender, and have always felt… exempt from the concept. I have been living authentically as myself for 8y now. Social and hormonal transition have vastly improved my life and mental health, and have enabled a higher level of self-acceptance as well. I am aware that many in the biohacking and nootropics communities are uncomfortable with transgender and non-binary individuals, and often the queer community at large. But let’s face it. We are all biohackers here. You are allowed to experiment with novel research compounds with largely unknown safety profiles, but I am not allowed to biohack my gender? Come on. And for what reason other than hormonal gender affirmation do cis men use anabolic steroids? Think about it.
During my 8y living authentically as myself, I’ve heard every variation of the same old uninspired insults, disinformation about the safety of HRT, and ignorant alt-right talking points paraphrased from “alpha-male” podcasters. As stated previously, I am fully confident in who I am. I have a genuine sense of self-worth. But if you are someone who gets enraged by seeing an openly non-binary researcher, if you believe that you know me better than I know myself, if you are looking to “trigger the libs,” or to “debate” me in bad faith about my own internal lived experiences, please know that I won’t bother engaging. I suggest you find a more fulfilling hobby. I value my time, so I will not waste it by arguing with ignorant zealots who have no genuine intent to learn. I much prefer dedicating my time to research anyway.